to give a really full commitment to others?
should i?
the bad are from me..i can't, i can't.
no matter how hard i tried to give everything, but sorry..
i can't..
maybe what i really concern rite now, past n for the future is just who are really i can depend on..
im not saying that i not believe in it..
but im sorry..
the only thing in my mind rite now..
they will be there whatever happen to me, whoever i wanna be, accept everything what i am..
n u..anything can change everything..
n i afraid the changing happened..
so, i decide that i jus want to think only for those who deserve my concern.
im sorry for my stubbornness.
myb i can't accept others that i really dunno is it perfect to me..
i am sorry..
i really not ready for any commitment..
rite now..future n maybe forever..
i scared i'll hurt somebody..plus i''ll also get hurt too...
n now, b4 my acts will make others get hurt..i think i need to STOP rite now..
i'll STOP it before everything gets worst!
